Tod answers Mike

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OUR EXPERIENCES WITH OTHER EX-COBU WEBSITES


Many former members have joined several sites looking for answers. But unfortunately these sites offer little or no comfort or solutions to what we have gone through, at all. Many wander from place to place looking for bread, and find one. Many of these sites are just another form of cobu all over again. On January 1, 2011, we posted 'The Blessing of the Oil' on several xcobu sites. We were quickly kicked off these sites, without just cause or inquiry. Here is a letter that Mike wrote to Dave Simmons, before he booted me and several members of Living Water. Mike's comments are in black and my comments are in red. We felt that it was only right to respond to the various posts and comments that were made about LW. Tod Burros

The Question Of The Oil 1/4/2011


Tod Burros Responds to Mike Montoya



Since I have asked now, I think, 2 different times for your permission to ask you questions about your ministry, Dave, and so far there is no response and because now, since your note, two current or former supporters of your ministry have gained access here, I am now compelled to act.

Why is Mike compelled to act? Because people who have been blessed by Living Water posted their testimony of how God blessed them and helped heal them of the curses of Stewart Traill? Mike had asked me multiple times to post my testimony and I never did because I didn't feel moved to do so by the Spirit of God, even after praying and asking if I should. I guess it was good I didn't post my testimony. I would have been bounced earlier it seems. Either way this is a good example of something that sounds right at first glance but really is not

I will first state my positions and then offer a last chance to you Dave, to make clear, right here, in the open, your ministry by answering questions I have as well as questions others have.


I spent 2 weeks patiently answering questions from many people about Living Water, but because I said one thing was a private matter, it was used as an excuse that I was hiding something.

I had been on and off this list for about 10 years!

During that time I always was considered a member in good standing.

I had stood by and watched as Mike allowed Chris Blaise to savage brothers and sisters openly, and get warning after warning, but because when Mike gave this last chance (which he didn't even honor the full time of) I was bounced even though I had NEVER attacked anyone and had often lifted those who were downcast.

It was only in the few months before I was bounced that anyone even knew I was part of Living Water, because I NEVER USED THE SITE to proselytize anyone.

I only stated in message after message the heart of the things I had learned in Living water, but never would mention where I had gained my understanding of the things that trouble all who left Cobu.

I want to state as clearly as I can my impressions of LW thus far and also restate my role here as moderator for those who may be wondering why I am willing and able to take any action here.

Yes Mike it is your list. By your own words it is so. Therefore all the harshness that you allowed on the list you take credit for.

And you also get credit for booting those whose only crime was speaking of how the Lord blessed them.

You should be very proud of your list.

My name is Michael James Montoya. I was born of the Spirit, June 30th 1975.
My family and I were led to Jesus by members of the Forever Family. I moved into cobu in 1980 and moved out in 1984. In 1998 I started a web page specifically to get ex-members in touch with each other. Soon after the web page I signed up for the OneList discussions. Then later I joined Yahoogroups and the list you are on right now is the very same.
I am the list owner and moderator.

My take on this is different than Dave's. I agree it is your list. However does that give you the right to have uneven and unfair moderation? This you have done of your own accord and just because something is yours it doesn't mean actions taken by you are right and just

It has been my intention, and most of my actions bear this out, that I have endeavored to manage this list with the hope that ex-members will find the ones they knew in the group and by talking things out and praying for one another brethren in Christ can heal from the damage they incurred in the cobu. Because this list is for ex-members, it means that the ex-member who is a christian right now and the ex-member who is not a christian right now are both welcome here.

Yes everyone is welcome--except those who believe they have been given a ministry to help those who have been abused by Cobu and want to testify to the blessings of God.
You have proven that this is one catagory of ex-member that you will not abide on your list.

There are rules on this list. These rules have evolved over time as circumstances have arisen which were unforseen and by the amount of personal email I have recieved, some not very nice, I have had to step in and take action. I have had to expel some who could not abide the rules of this forum. I have had to warn some who knowingly or unknowingly have made misteps.

There are over 130 members on this list and there is the same amount over at Cobu Survivors. There have been other lists and I even started a second list so that arguers could have a place to really have it out but the Sharpen list was hardly used. Everyone here wanted to stay here and so it was necessary to make rules so that discussions ranging from politics to church doctrine to our time under ST all could be hashed out here and that our Lord would be pleased by our love for one another.

Mike there were never rules on your list till I repeatedly insisted that you make some. And the funniest part is that I insisted on this after you had removed Chris Blaise for the first time; even though Chris had repeatedly lied about me and my friends and our mutual experiences, which I pointed out in detail. When he had been removed for going after YOU in no worse way than he had gone after 15 or so other brethren, you BOOTED him.

Whether you like me being the moderator or not or the owner of this list or not, I am for now and I believe that I am responsible to our Father to tend this list for the good of the brethren here. Having said this, you will now understand why I am concerned by some of the things Tod has said and not said here. I have been bothered by LW as it has been presented by Tod and sometimes by Dave.

WHAT bothers you Mike? How can anyone respond to such vagueness? Should I guess what offended you? It is similar to your 'May I ask you a question?' comment. You have already said it was your list Mike? Why do you need permission to ask a question. That is the funniest part of this booting of yours. We didn't get booted for not answering a real question, but we were booted for not giving you permission to ask a question. How lame is that?


And what is even lamer than that is that you and I have talked on the phone.
Dave and I both sat right next to you at the reunion and you didn't ask anything.
I can only assume that you never wanted to ask a question. But that somehow either you or one or more of your close associates felt threatened by Living water. It is my sincere belief Mike, based on these things, that you have acted quite cowardly.
If you ever get the nerve to actually ask me a question Mike, please let me know.
Until then I stand by my statement that you have abused the authority given to you as moderator of this list and have been an unrighteous judge of me and my friends.

There are some truths that need to be stated here before I continue. I am a christian. Herman Weiss is a Christian. Nancy Coogan is a Christian.Tod Burros is a Christian. Dave Simmons is a Christian. Steve Saxton is a Christian. Bob San Pascual is a Christian. Dee Dee Rose is a Christian, Dee Jones is a Christian. Chris Blaise is a Christian. Barbara Caban is a Christian.

If I didn't name you forgive me. The Lord knows you. Your name is written in heaven.

There is a majority of christians here, who walk in the light as He is in the light, and so we have fellowship with one another.

I am not questioning what the Lord Jesus has begun in the ones I have mentioned.


Amen. Hypocrisy at its finest. And may I say, Cobu all over again, where some get extra chances time and again and others get no chance at all. What part of this madness has God. I say NONE

Now, to your ministry Dave. Why don't you respond?

And Tod, why do you pick and choose where and when and who you show this ministry to? Dave writes this email about what LW is about. Okay fine. I have questions. Now we get into the whole thing we already got into.
I pick and choose Mike, because that is my right. And I believe you have taken away my right, at least on your list. But to your false innuendoes and hintings I say, NOT GUILTY!!!.. NOT GUILTY IN WORD OR DEED
You and Dave say you have a ministry for ex-cobu members. Like I said....That means us! You are on one of the largest gatherings on line of ex-members.

In Cobu we were champions at finding fault, at laughing at those trying to do anything out of the norm. And that laughing mocking spirit always thinks it is entitled to an answer. However, biblically Jesus often did NOT give answer to those who only looked to find fault. There is a funny saying in the world that you can't get there from here. I say you can't get free from the grip of Stewart Traill if your only instinct is to question and try and find fault.

Whether you have been honest about your intentions here or not, the impression is still questionable.

Neil Pendry has his little group. He is steeped in heresy and is not welcome here. Chris Blaise when he had the chance would make his appeal for those here to join him over on his list, which was wierd because this is not a competition and I am not a super center leader and neither is he and so racking up the numbers was never an issue at least for me. Chris' boast of number of messages is to his shame and misunderstanding of what this list is and what his list is. And now, as much as you Tod say that you are not pushing your ministry and not trying to bring it up and Dave hardly appears on this list and gosh LW is not trying to push their thing.....the result of your non-pushing, non-selling is that you are now here and using this list as a means to get your ministry presented. Now is this wrong? Well, no, if you were open about it. You have not been forthright. Dave has not been either.

I spent two weeks answering questions mostly from Jen Williams but others as well, right before this.
How does my answering others questions amount to pushing our ministry, in your mind?
If they didn't ask I would not have responded, as I hadn't done for all my time on the list.
Am I not entitled to answer questions?
And one second you say I am booted for not answering your question, that wasn't a question; and earlier you say my answering questions amounts to pushing my ministry!?
Sounds like a 'John the baptist came neither eating or drinking and Jesus came eating and drinking' 'you can't win either way' thing to me Mike.
If you were honest you would just have said, I don't want you on the list; it is my preference that you be gone. But you had to go and try and justify it.
But your arguments are so filled with holes, swiss cheese laughs at them.

I have questions, others have questions.

Not only is it normal, it is scriptural and our duty as Christians to test everything.

The Stewart Traill 'let me take a blowtorch to it and see if it melts, and if it does it isn't of God' type testing?
Actually this is a fallacy.
As Dave says, the only way to test something is by trying it.
Many have tried our ministry and chosen not to come back.
They are not cursed for doing so.
If you are scared to test or don't want to test, fine. But let's just forget the notion that you just wanted to test things out.
You wanted to find fault to support the gut reaction you already had, which was that somehow we were off.

Now to use your own words Mike: "now that wouldn't have been so bad if you had just been forthright about it"

Have you Tod, or you Dave brought your ministry to our attention or anyone's attention to see whether or not you were running in vain or laboring in vain? If you come here talking about your ministry to ex-members, are you seeking ordination or approval or certification or advice? Don't tell me, "we didn't bring up our ministry, others did" sorry....you did bring up your testimony and you have alluded to your ministry enough that even without Chris' charges we would have known about it.

What I am asking for is walking in the Light. You and Dave have a ministry. fine. Now what? What do you want any of us to do about it? Do you want us to join? Do you want us to spread the word about it? What are you asking anyone here to do? If you cannot be clear on this minor point then how can you expect anyone here to trust you further? Dave, if you are opening your ministry up to brethren here, then field questions here about your ministry. If you don't care that some here have questions and you don't intend to answer anyone here then do not offer your ministry. I for one am not going to stand here and have you or Tod or anyone come on this list and offer some ministry which has born no scrutiny. Testimonials from the few who have been blessed by your work does not meet the test. Call up current cobu and ask them if they are being fed or blessed by ST....you can get at least 50 testimonials of how God is using ST.

Again one standard for Living water, another standard for everyone else.
Darn those uneven scales.
Fred Mitchell spent message after message, as has Tom Pierron, about not believing in God, and never got booted (nor should they have); and encouraging brethren that their faith is in vain.
But because we have the gall to say that we have been appointed to do a task for God for THOSE WHO BELIEVE THEY NEED HELP we are booted !

So I now extend for a 3rd or 4th time. Dave Simmons, will you in the next couple of days, field some questions from brethren here in order to make clear that your ministry is of God? If you are unwilling then I will make the arrangements for you and Tod not to be here in the capacity of ministers. Because this is how you see yourselves, but you have not behaved as ones who have met the test, then I am responsible deny your access here. I will not tolerate heresy here and I will not tolerate false teaching or false shepherds. If you are not guilty then you have nothing to fear, if you are zealous for what's right. If you have erred then there are brethren here who have been given wisdom by God and are trained in the scriptures to correct you with gentleness.

If you both were here simply to fellowship or talk then there would not be an issue. Because your ministry and some of your supporters are now here, I will not bypass this ultimatum of testing for the sake of a few testimonials.

We ex-members have been fooled and burned by a false christ and a false teacher. I do not want to be responsible for any here being led astray again. We must test all things. If you do not want to be tested I will give you a final email for you to invite this whole list to join you on your own list or web site or call you or write you. By then they will know what you are, either by your response or lack thereof.

Mike Montoya


Oh well, again sounds right but what standards Mike?
So you booted us. Hoorah for you.
My faith in God remains in God.
My knowledge of how I was blessed by Dave and Cynthia Simmons and was freed from the grip of Stewart Traill is in no way diminished by your lack of belief or thoughts that we have not met your standard.
And if anyone who reads this ever wishes to discuss these matters, please feel free to contact me.
God Bless all those who seek the Lord and desire to be in his presence and learn from him.
And God Bless all those who were hurt by Stewart Traill. I know your pain. Where you are I have been.
If you want to learn a way out and if you have an ounce of faith that it is possible, then come and test and see if what I say is true.
Why listen to the thoughts of another? Didn't we all do that in Cobu? And what did it get us but pain and misery.
If you believe the Lord is showing you to contact us, please do.
I know the Lord waits to be gracious to you and to show you that he is not who you were taught he was: a harsh taskmaster who is never pleased with you and always expects more than you can give.

I have found God to be merciful and kind these last 20 years. Come and see. Come and test. Tod Burros


Re: The question of the Oil 1/4/2011

Since I have asked now, I think, 2 different times for your permission to ask you questions about your ministry, Dave, and so far there is no response and because now, since your note, two current or former supporters of your ministry have gained access here, I am now compelled to act. I will first state my positions and then offer a last chance to you Dave, to make clear, right here, in the open, your ministry by answering questions I have as well as questions others have.

I want to state as clearly as I can my impressions of LW thus far and also restate my role here as moderator for those who may be wondering why I am willing and able to take any action here.

My name is Michael James Montoya. I was born of the Spirit, June 30th 1975. My family and I were led to Jesus by members of the Forever Family. I moved into cobu in 1980 and moved out in 1984. In 1998 I started a web page specifically to get ex-members in touch with each other. Soon after the web page I signed up for the OneList discussions. Then later I joined Yahoogroups and the list you are on right now is the very same. I am the list owner and moderator. It has been my intention, and most of my actions bear this out, that I have endeavored to manage this list with the hope that ex-members will find the ones they knew in the group and by talking things out and praying for one another brethren in Christ can heal from the damage they incurred in the cobu. Because this list is for ex-members, it means that the ex-member who is a christian right now and the ex-member who is not a christian right now are both welcome here.

There are rules on this list. These rules have evolved over time as circumstances have arisen which were unforseen and by the amount of personal email I have recieved, some not very nice, I have had to step in and take action. I have had to expel some who could not abide the rules of this forum. I have had to warn some who knowingly or unknowingly have made misteps. There are over 130 members on this list and there is the same amount over at Cobu Survivors. There have been other lists and I even started a second list so that arguers could have a place to really have it out but the Sharpen list was hardly used. Everyone here wanted to stay here and so it was necessary to make rules so that discussions ranging from politics to church doctrine to our time under ST all could be hashed out here and that our Lord would be pleased by our love for one another.

Whether you like me being the moderator or not or the owner of this list or not, I am for now and I believe that I am responsible to our Father to tend this list for the good of the brethren here. Having said this, you will now understand why I am concerned by some of the things Tod has said and not said here. I have been bothered by LW as it has been presented by Tod and sometimes by Dave.

There are some truths that need to be stated here before I continue. I am a christian. Herman Weiss is a Christian. Nancy Coogan is a Christian.Tod Burros is a Christian. Dave Simmons is a Christian. Steve Saxton is a Christian. Bob San Pascual is a Christian. Dee Dee Rose is a Christian, Dee Jones is a Christian. Chris Blaise is a Christian. Barbara Caban is a Christian. If I didn't name you forgive me. The Lord knows you. Your name is written in heaven. There is a majority of christians here, who walk in the light as He is in the light, and so we have fellowship with one another. I am not questioning what the Lord Jesus has begun in the ones I have mentioned.

Now, to your ministry Dave. Why don't you respond? And Tod, why do you pick and choose where and when and who you show this ministry to? Dave writes this email about what LW is about. Okay fine. I have questions. Now we get into the whole thing we already got into.

You and Dave say you have a ministry for ex-cobu members. Like I said....That means us! You are on one of the largest gatherings on line of ex-members. Whether you have been honest about your intentions here or not, the impression is still questionable. Neil Pendry has his little group. He is steeped in heresy and is not welcome here. Chris Blaise when he had the chance would make his appeal for those here to join him over on his list, which was wierd because this is not a competition and I am not a super center leader and neither is he and so racking up the numbers was never an issue at least for me. Chris' boast of number of messages is to his shame and misunderstanding of what this list is and what his list is. And now, as much as you Tod say that you are not pushing your ministry and not trying to bring it up and Dave hardly appears on this list and gosh LW is not trying to push their thing.....the result of your non-pushing, non-selling is that you are now here and using this list as a means to get your ministry presented. Now is this wrong? Well, no, if you were open about it. You have not been forthright. Dave has not been either. I have questions, others have questions. Not only is it normal, it is scriptural and our duty as Christians to test everything. Have you Tod, or you Dave brought your ministry to our attention or anyone's attention to see whether or not you were running in vain or laboring in vain? If you come here talking about your ministry to ex-members, are you seeking ordination or approval or certification or advice? Don't tell me, "we didn't bring up our ministry, others did" sorry....you did bring up your testimony and you have alluded to your ministry enough that even without Chris' charges we would have known about it.

What I am asking for is walking in the Light. You and Dave have a ministry. fine. Now what? What do you want any of us to do about it? Do you want us to join? Do you want us to spread the word about it? What are you asking anyone here to do? If you cannot be clear on this minor point then how can you expect anyone here to trust you further? Dave, if you are opening your ministry up to brethren here, then field questions here about your ministry. If you don't care that some here have questions and you don't intend to answer anyone here then do not offer your ministry. I for one am not going to stand here and have you or Tod or anyone come on this list and offer some ministry which has born no scrutiny. Testimonials from the few who have been blessed by your work does not meet the test. Call up current cobu and ask them if they are being fed or blessed by ST....you can get at least 50 testimonials of how God is using ST.

So I now extend for a 3rd or 4th time. Dave Simmons, will you in the next couple of days, field some questions from brethren here in order to make clear that your ministry is of God? If you are unwilling then I will make the arrangements for you and Tod not to be here in the capacity of ministers. Because this is how you see yourselves, but you have not behaved as ones who have met the test, then I am responsible deny your access here. I will not tolerate heresy here and I will not tolerate false teaching or false shepherds. If you are not guilty then you have nothing to fear, if you are zealous for what's right. If you have erred then there are brethren here who have been given wisdom by God and are trained in the scriptures to correct you with gentleness.

If you both were here simply to fellowship or talk then there would not be an issue. Because your ministry and some of your supporters are now here, I will not bypass this ultimatum of testing for the sake of a few testimonials.

We ex-members have been fooled and burned by a false christ and a false teacher. I do not want to be responsible for any here being led astray again. We must test all things. If you do not want to be tested I will give you a final email for you to invite this whole list to join you on your own list or web site or call you or write you. By then they will know what you are, either by your response or lack thereof.

Mike Montoya



8-29-14 Tod's Update

I am updating this file to include some of the recent goings on with Mike and his demands that Living Water be and specifically Dave Simmons be tested by him.
First off Mike has steadfastly refused to engage in any kind of discussion of the past or to deal with honestly anything we wrote originally from our dustup on his Yahoo group. All I have gotten from him privately and publicly on this are more insults and claims that he has done no wrong.

But I have chosen to be the bigger man and to be kind to Mike and ignore his past behaviors as it relates to any discussion on Cobu stories. The recent issue started on Cobu stories when Cynthia posted a definition and Mike came on and said the whole thread SUCKED. I called him on this saying that it was wrong for Mike to do this. Mike not only refused to back down on this, but continued being provoking and insulting. In the heat of arguing back and forth on this I told Mike that it was a shame he felt that he needed to press buttons like this when his own life was so messed up that he needed to be given rules of behavior by his young son rather than the other way around.

I apologized for this statement (not that it is not a true statement) because I hold myself to a high standard and I thought that again in the heat of the moment perhaps that was harsh thing to say publicly. (although I am knowingly now putting it forth again as seriously: your kid is giving you rules and you want to judge others??????????)
I also truthfully said I believe that Mike's writings on Cobu lack insight (why this should be a surprise to him I don't know because I haven't hidden this fact from him).
Mike, I am told, now says that he 'smoked' me out and that was why he insulted us on the thread in the first place.
He says he did this in hope that 'we would react' and that he would get to see the 'real us.'
To my ears this rings false and as a poor attempt at justification for doing wrong.
In other words Mike still believes that it is ok to insult people and then when they get upset use anything said as proof of someones 'REAL feelings' and to say that 5 years of my being kind to him was an act.
This is the same type of foulness learned at the feet of his teacher Stewart Traill and one of the loose morals of Cobu covered in our loose morals section.
I hope dear reader that I don't need to explain in detail how: 'doing evil to provoke another doesn't expose the one provoked,' it reveals the one who provoked.
And that, as Paul said, we should not do evil and hope to produce good. (Rm 3:8)
So once again to Mike Montoya I say NOT GUILTY!!! Also I have blocked Mike on Cobu stories. As I see no point in further discussion with one who only turns what you say around and accuses you of doing that which he himself is the only one doing and is condescending and insulting.


Eph 4:29 Let no evil talk come out of your mouths, but only such as is good for edifying, as fits the occasion, that it may impart grace to those who hear.
1Th 5:15 See that none of you repays evil for evil, but always seek to do good to one another and to all.


Who in their right mind would agree to let someone like this 'test' them?

I think we all ex-members have had enough of this kind of witch hunt.

One of the core philosophies and heartfelt beliefs of Living Water, is that we offer our ministry out to those who believe they have not gotten over Cobu and want to come and try it.

And that no one should feel any compulsion to come OR continue with us once they do come.
We have been offering help to ex-members for 27 years and have always upheld this policy.
It is a policy I think Michael James Montoya would be good to consider in his own dealings with others.
For when he doesn't get his way he feels free to insult and to mock.
Gee, I wonder where he learned those tactics from?
Thanks so much to all who read this and consider it. Tod Burros

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